mama kumquat

A blog from someone who has little of importance to say

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Discontented, for sure.

In a funk. Starting to despair about not finding a job. Despairing about money. Really jammed about money.

I am finding that for one of the few times in my life, i can call myself irritable. Is it me or is my husband super annoying? Is it me or has he put me on the tighted budget ever? Is it me or am i just being a total negative nelly? I have recently been realizing that despite being an optimist, i also look at things half-empty. I know that seems contradictory but here's a summary: Generally, things suck (1/2 empty) but i believe most things work out well in the end (optimism). So. Yeah, things kinda suck right now but it will turn out ok, i guess.

I am going to stop writing because i am distracted. B is out with a friend, i told him to go out and have fun. I am watching a movie that i got from In-demand. It's one of Ang Lee's early movies called the wedding banquet. Am liking it. Am thinking about it as i write but felt i should write a little something since i haven't for awhile. Molly, you ok? Have been missing your posts.
Mr. Lady, i'm not sure i know where your posts are. New link? Site?

Wish i could write kick ass haiku.
Can't.
Won't try.
Don't like sentences right now.

Sorry for lame post. Posted for sake of posting, really.

5 Comments:

Blogger shannon said...

hi sweets. just read your last two posts and really enjoyed your pittsburgh comments. i'm still not sure about everything, but there have definitely been some quaint moments.

and i'm sorry that the blues have set in. i definitely can relate. the only thing i've figured out is that everything ebbs and flows. and if you feel bummed, just let yourself experience it..knowing that tomorrow is a new day and times of transition are always difficult. hang in there..maybe we'll both find a job around the same time?

3:06 PM  
Blogger Leslie Dillinger said...

Dude, I so feel you on the job front. There's NOTHING that can compare to that feeling of dispair. Are you even getting interviews at all anywhere? I wish there was something I could do to help you out on that front. But I love you lots and lots!

8:27 PM  
Blogger molly_g said...

I'm so okay. Just busy watching TV. Seriously. That's it.

call me

9:39 PM  
Blogger Mr Lady said...

Hi C! New site in the jump on my name.

I keep meaning to mention that I haven't actually seen your son ever. I'd totally stalk you for pictures...

4:39 PM  
Blogger shannon said...

hey kiddo...where'd you get yer dining room table (i know. random question.)

5:36 AM  

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